Time lost despairing for what was not to be
Tears shed over relationships beyond repair
Things I could not overlook
Words that just had to be said
Regret over people who must not be called
Places in lifetime that cannot be revisited
Words that will remain unsaid
Grief that I attract
Life that was to be but is not
Ideas that still take birth
Mind that still works
Things accepted and understood
Loving and loved but not quite
Ideals transformed but character unchanged